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    Of course you aren’t perfect, Jon, none of us are; we are human, but to ignore all of the things we have said and summarize all of our complaints to say we wanted you to be a perfect human being is deplorable. We still liked you despite being overly-sexual, it’s when you started sexually harassing us by being extremely explicit about your porn viewing and masturbation or when you started spamming us with pornographic images that we started to have a problem with it (and this isn’t even mentioning “sex talk” demands). Of course we don’t mind your mental disorders because we all suffer from some as well, but we started having a problem with it when you would make threats of suicide or start complaining about your depression, paranoia, and anxiety the second anyone said anything you didn’t like, even if it was as small as not saying you were our closest friend.

    You even had the audacity to make a comment to Faz saying all of our souls wanted to forgive you for bullying you, which we never did in the first place. It really shows that you think you have every right to control how we think and act. We did not try to intimidate you to meet our demands, we just told you we were leaving you and why. YOU are a bully because you emotionally manipulated us to agree with whatever you said by threatening us with your mental health if we did otherwise. You sexually harassed us, especially Garchie and I. We felt that we had to agree with whatever you said and asked of us or else you would make us feel endless guilt, no matter how insignificant the issue was. That’s what a bully is, Jon, you used your poor health as a method of intimidation to force us to meet your needs.

    You were so quick to call us all “fucking bastards” and other harsh insults even though we never have spoken to you in such a manner or did anything deserving of that language, and now you ask US to apologize to YOU? The only time you apologized in your recent messages for the way you treated us, you were only referring to the most recent messages with slanderous insults and immediately followed it by trying to give justification for your actions, saying we are such terrible bullies that ganged up on you, so that makes your words okay. We chose to leave you and are remaining confident in our decisions because you were very abusive and condescending towards us, but refuse to acknowledge that or apologize for it. If you refuse to see that you have done something wrong or change your actions, which we know from experience you never do even if you say you will, then there is no reason to return to you.

Jon, I am not apologizing to you because I did nothing wrong except allow you to manipulate me when I was vulnerable. I am not forgiving you because you will not acknowledge your mistakes or change your ways. Call me a bastard, tell me to burn in hell, say whatever you want about me, but I am just making the choice that is the healthiest for me, just as everyone else has.